Last Night

I couldn't get a video last night and Bongo couldn't do the injection. :(

It all went a bit dramatic...... a friend got herself into a sticky situation and we had a phone call at 20.45 to go and pick her up from the police station! Luckily we managed to get there and back to mine just as my alarm went off to do my injection.

Bongo was making the coffee and I quickly done my injection and nasal spray, but as I had done it in the right side of my belly this time, and I'm right handed and have to pinch the skin with my left, I got a bit stuck and my friend had to press the plunger!

But I promised, Bongo will be do it tonight and I will video it!

I'm feeling it a bit today, you can definitely tell something is going on in there, I can feel every things getting a bit....swollen??.. if that's the right word. And when I needed to go for #2 this morning, it cramped up around my uterus and ovaries (as my endo does when I have AF) it was a kind of, take my breath away, can't actually move until this cramp subsides.

I am stating to get very panicky about this not working now, Walking around the supermarket the other day, I suddenly just turned to Bongo and said, 'what if your sperm and my eggs, just don't like each other?' I am starting to worry.
But other times, I am totally at peace with knowing I HAVE tried everything and given it my all.
I did not realise how emotionally draining this would be, yes, I was expecting the hormones, but not this. I think I was a bit naive to think I had dealt with the emotional side of things before I started treatment.