From Bad To Worse
For FUCKS SAKE (Sorry Cat)
Do people have brains inside their heads??
I Literally deactivated my FaceBook 5 mins ago. An old school friend,
(not very close, keep in touch, I'll pop round for a coffee maybe once
every 3 months, she's a know it all) rang me maybe not even 2 mins after
I deactivated it wanting an update!
BOY DID I SNAP!!! I asked
her if she was a thick c**t (maybe a bit harsh) but I deactivated my FB
for a reason, because I don't want to talk about it, so what goes on in
her head to think its OK to ring me and ask me over the phone!!!
A
Nosey cow. What the hell has it got to do with her?! I despise people like that, actually despise them. I have deleted people off my facebook that only ever comment when they think there is some 'gossip' to get from me, nob heads! She deserved it both barrels, she clearly can't get anything else into her thick skull, maybe a good shouting at made a dent?!!
ReplyDeleteKK - How many different medications are you pumping into your body, all of which are playing havoc with your hormones! You can't say for definite that its a sign of AF, yes it might be a regular thing that you want to kill people before she arrives (don't we all!) but how do you know that it isn't regular for you to want to kill people when your on hormone drugs?! (Did that make any sense?!)
There are 2 more days to go til test day, I don't know how you've got that far without testing, I wouldn't be able to do it, physically couldn't but you've come SO far already. I'm being a bad influence now (don't listen to me!) but do you know if a result would even show up yet? Have you thought about calling the clinic and just explaining that you can't sleep, can't eat and are making yourself ill with worry, and if you tested tomorrow would it give an accurate result??
I am sending long arm hugs from my dingy office in Manchester <3
Love you xxxxxx
Aww, Steph!! Your the best!! I feel a bit better now! I couldn't stop crying! Long arm cuddles are lovely!
ReplyDeleteI'm only on Cyclogest now, but sure maybe still some meds in my system. Cyclogest can cause normal PMS symptoms, it just scares me how angry I got. I know that anger!!
Mum has convinced me I need to try and at least get through tomorrow and maybe use a FRER Thursday night/Friday morning and then still do the official test on Saturday. Most women on the blogs have got their BFP/BFN 2 days before their OTD so I suppose I could just go ahead?
Difficult one my love because on one hand you could get your BFP and we'll all be ecstatically happy and jumping around, on the other hand you could get a BFN which would send us into a pit of depression, but potentially for no reason as it could still be too early, and then you'll have two days of hell for nothing?
ReplyDeleteI think after everything you're put your baby making tubes and pipes through the last few weeks, there is no 'normal' cycle, so whatever is going on it completely new and you simply can't establish meaning from anything at all. Have you asked Bongo? What does he think?
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I haven't spoken to him, in all honesty, I don't want to bother him at work, he has such high expectations of this cycle that I don't want him to feel the way I do. I'd rather he lived in ignorance bliss until I know for sure.
ReplyDeleteI just need to suck it up and deal with it. My mum (the Oracle) said she would be just as angry, but I know what I'm like, I love having a reason to kick someones arse around this time!!
Ask yourself would a bfn be worse than the mood swings you are feeling right now?
ReplyDeleteOnly you know this. From the sounds of it another 2.5 days of this will drive you bonkers, but who's to say a false bfn wouldn't drive you bonkers too?
Hmmmm plan b, anything blunt & heavy handy to knock yourself out for 2 days??!!
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I much prefer plan B!!
ReplyDeleteI'm going to try and wait it out and have a definite answer on Saturday!
You girls are so good to me, all my ups and downs and your always there.
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Lol, Cat really has that Plan B down. I agree though!
ReplyDeletePeople just have no clue how to behave (or live!). That was a very c*ntish thing to do by your friend. F*cking cow.
Good luck with whatever you decide to do lady but please don't get down because you're getting irritable. That's a sign of bfn, bfp, c*nts, d*cks, lack of sleep.....anything!