My LH strips arrived in the post just now, so I will begin testing today to see if I ovulate naturally after IVF.
Im really not expecting my body to play ball this cycle, but hopefully it will settle down before February.
And I need a slap............ I ended up buying the mixed set 50 LH and 10 HPT!!!
I am almost ready for Christmas, but I cannot find Charlie a onesie anywhere! My mum has been sent out on a mission today to try and find one. Even online they are hard to get hold of and people are putting them on eBay for stupid amounts! The one Charlie wanted was £8 in the shop, but it has just gone on eBay for £21. And after checking my bank account after yesterdays shopping trip, I just can't afford to spend that much on something that should only cost half the amount. Bah Humbug!
And his birthday is coming up at the end of January, and we have managed to get his birthday present sorted already, so we hopefully won't be too skint come the New Year. That's being delivered next week.
On the 'friend' front, I had her phone line and broadband put in on Wednesday and I hadn't even had so much as a Thank You. So I texted her to ask if it was sorted and then an hour and a half later, I received a text saying thank you, but they put the wrong broadband in!!! Then we were just talking like nothing had happened.
I haven't forgotten what happened, and I don't think the friendship will ever be the same, but I am not going to waste precious energy keep winding myself up about it and its not worth making life awkward for either of us, or the third friend in the friendship.
I still haven't heard anything about that job, and that makes me really angry, I don't see why she got in touch with me in the first place, and then not even to respond to my email was just plain rude!
Oh, and my toothache is back. So I'm back on antibiotics that I have to go and pick the prescription up in a while. I always get thrush when I am on anti biotics, so Bongo won't be happy that he has to go even longer without some actual sex!!
I am back on diazepam and sleeping tablets for two weeks, just to get through the heartache and stress. I would rather have 2 weeks of low medications than have another manic phase with my bipolar and be put back on anti psychotics permanently or long term which I can't do if I want to have a FET soon or be pregnant.
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