13 Weeks 3 days

So tomorrow is my scan date. As much as I'm looking forward to it, I am terrified. Its hard to put into words.
I'm scared I'm going to wish the scan time away, because all I want to see is a moving, waving baby, I'm scared I can't just lay back and enjoy the ride. It's like I just want it over and done with, so I know everything's OK.
I'm scared they are going to tell me my baby died weeks ago, and I have had another MMC.
But, I am also excited, I'm sure everything will be fine, I would have known if something wasn't right by now, wouldn't I?
Well this time tomorrow, it will all be over, and hopefully, I will be uploaded a little scan pic for you all to see.
I will also have a more accurate EDD (if that even makes sense) which has been another pain in the backside, not actually being able to tell anyone when the baby is due! My lovely sister NEEDS to know so she can book her flights for Christmas (she goes to their Los Angeles home for Christmas)

I am officially a dinlow! I went to bed Friday night, after having a lovely warm bubble bath. One of the many times I had to get up to pee in the night, I wiped, there was a drop of blood. All of a panic and crying, I woke Bongo up and told HIM not to panic, but there was blood when I wiped, he promptly fell straight back to sleep, as I'd told him not to panic, so he got a rude awakening by me screaming at him to sort his fucking life out! He told me to wait 2 minutes and go back and check. By which time, I had remembered, I had had a little tidy up down stairs and must of nicked myself with a razor!! When I went back to do a more thorough check, I had indeed cut myself shaving!!
Now the dilemma, do I grow a gruffalo and not worry about cuts and nicks or do I keep myself all nice and trimmed................ as long as I can reach it, you can trust me, there will be no gruffalos in this house!!!

I managed to convince Bongo I needed more clothes, so had a lovely day out Monday spending all his money! And of course, I needed new shoes with said new outfits! Bongo has since returned to a more natural colour, rather than the yukky green colour he's been all week after checking his bank balance!!

Here is my 13 weeks bump pic. There's not much change since 12 weeks, but still a bump!